Second of April.

I wish if March might be longer but a wish is just a wish. But if you pray, it is just not a pray, ALLAH will granted whenever you put the faith in it.

May Allah bless this decision. Tawakal tu ala Allah.

April,
please be nice to me as nice as your name.

Good Night!

L

It's hard even harder when you cannot choose what the best for all. It hurts even hurts-erst when you have to leave what should you believe earlier. When your friends or people around you already had what should we have in this stage but you still in the same phase with nothing to be proud on, I know, it is the sign of LOSER, a big LOSER. Shouldn't be feel like this, I know, it is strongly WRONG.

After all, positive not always come in everywhere.

Don't tell me how to be the one, but please direct me to where can I get. Because without that sense the eyes choose to be closed, the heart choose to be dead.

Even I'm a Loser, it doesn't mean I have to be give-up.
Well, I'm a bit annoyed with all that statements.
Thanks for the advice.

space.

B U N T U

Kalau pun kerana cinta sanggup kau menderhaka, kalau pun kerana cinta sanggup kau mengubah kata, kalau pun kerana cinta sanggup kau menjadi apa saja? begitu?

Pandanglah.. dongak ke langit..

Bukan salah kau mengikut kata hati, di balik senyum ceria siapa pernah tahu di dalam bagai mahu mati? di sebalik gurau dan perhatian manja siapa pernah tahu di dalam menunggu kepecahan hati?

Pandai.. sembunyi..

Salahkah memilih yang berbeza kalau percaya mampu mengalih lebih rapat dengan ilahi? Salahkah kalau ruang diberi kebahagiaan dibalas ganti? Salahkah mempercayai takdir itu sememangnya untuk diikuti dan bukan dipersoalkan kejituannya saban hari?

Terdiam.. tak punya jawapan sendiri..

Apakah engkau sendiri kurang yakin? Takut jatuh miskin hidup susah seperti kata-kata mereka? berbeza pendapat lantaran bakal menjadi punca keretakan mahligai sederhana kau nanti?

Masih... siapa berani menjawap?

Buntu. Sepi. Mohon dengan sangat Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim...